I'm containing these swinging fists.
I'm shutting everything out.
I can't think about who I am.
because I know I'm lost.
Your standards are smothering me.
so I'll just stop breathing.
I'll just stop breathing.
facing reality.
I'm at a loss.
I'm lost.
I'm not here.
I'm not all there.
You've taken me.
and left me somewhere.
I'm lost.
I can't find myself anymore.
You've taken every last piece of me.
I HATE me.
I HATE Me.
You HATE me.
you must.
you do.
I do.
I miss.
You don't.
I do.
stop.
confused.
angry.
bitter.
and.
abused.