And why would You even ask Me!?

Taking a breath.
to answer this question you've asked.
yes you're comparing me to my past.
yes i can't think
you've clouded my thought almost instantly
breathing heavily.
trying to figure out my response your insanity.
my insanity.
''why no, I am not. why would You eve ask Me that. You don't know me?
So don't even pretend you care about the answer i'm giving you right now.
because you never stopped me before. what's changed? Leave me alone. all you know
is rumors. fiction. or My past you only want the answer to fuel your gossip
craving for the day. so go turn around don't face my back.
no, don't face the mark you've obviously made today. go and tell them
yes i used to want to take my life.
but No. you do not know ME you just know the action i used to want to inflict
upon my human body...''
Yes You.
Yes you.
Yes You
the judgers of judgement
Your books are filled with lies.
i'm calling you out.
i don't even care.
I am i angry?
No.
Am I bothered.
No.
Do I care?
Yes.
because what you do to me is what you'll do to someone else who wasn't
strong enough to stop the thoughts.