So you've changed me
i was such a innocent
but you, you came here
expecting me to know
to know who you are.
to really see your heart,
well how can i win. when
you guarded yourself from the
very start?

This might brake me
This might tare Me down
Down faster as i Hit the ground
But i won't let it show
I'll keep it all inside
no one even knows why i never cry.
I hold it all inside.
I'll keep it altogether on the outside


it's getting kinda crazy
an up and a down
i feel my feet rise up from the
ground. don't drop me to hard
or the pieces will scatter.
of my broken heart.
i can't figure you out.
and I'm starting to freak out.


So you give me hope
then you take it away
you give me love
and the you send hate
i can't keep playing your
dark twisting games.
i am losing
and you the very same.
you're the very same.

''Missing You is like Missing Air.''

''..And I'm praying that we will see
Something there in between
Then and there that exceeds all we can dream
So we can talk about it..'' - Flyleaf

B-U-M

B= Bestfriend
U= Who's Understanding
M= My Frusteration In you.

''...A World Without Mirrors...''-Kasi

As I peer into the mirror
in such disgust.
disgust.
can't believe you love me
can't believe I believed you did
can't believe you left me
missing you makes the disgust in the mirror turn into a ferocious monster
looking at me as if it could swallow me whole.
you used to fight off this monster
this monster my minds created but no.
no
no
no
I'm sorry i ever believed in you.
I'm sorry for saying sorry for everything i can't control
stupid mirror
stupid mind
I want to destroy you
I want You to go away
a world without mirrors
would equal to a world without shallowness,
self hatred,
feeling i have to measure up to something I know my mind will never let Me even try to accomplish but still I try don't I!?
I keep standing in the mirror
I can't stop standing in the mirror
..I think I'm hoping for something to change..
I bet. You don't even remember my name.

Sadness??