As I peer into the mirror
in such disgust.
disgust.
can't believe you love me
can't believe I believed you did
can't believe you left me
missing you makes the disgust in the mirror turn into a ferocious monster
looking at me as if it could swallow me whole.
you used to fight off this monster
this monster my minds created but no.
no
no
no
I'm sorry i ever believed in you.
I'm sorry for saying sorry for everything i can't control
stupid mirror
stupid mind
I want to destroy you
I want You to go away
a world without mirrors
would equal to a world without shallowness,
self hatred,
feeling i have to measure up to something I know my mind will never let Me even try to accomplish but still I try don't I!?
I keep standing in the mirror
I can't stop standing in the mirror
..I think I'm hoping for something to change..
I bet. You don't even remember my name.
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