I've remembered...

Something I've learned.
But obviously nothing I've gained from it.
Have you seen me lately?
Yea...I know.
It's Scary, I bet you wonder who I am anymore.
Well to be completely honest. I have no idea.
But last night.
Yea. when I was screaming at you. I remembered.
and You do not define and will never Define who I am.
But when I'm with you.
I remembered. remembered who I am before the fakeness consumed Me.
I Felt happy...momentarily.
but even though it was brief.
it reminded me.
it reminded me.
You reminded me.I remembered when you dared to describe me.
You used,Caring,amazing,And someone with Dreams.
I forgot about my dreams. lately I've been consumed with an
Ideas never worth pondering.
I've remembered.
I've remembered.
I Realized Never to give my heart away.
to keep it compressed, compressing feelings you keep bringing up.
I told You to never ask me again.
the consistency doesn't matter.
when you really don't care.
I've remembered.
I've Remembered.
I Never going to Forget again.
my heart can't take it if I forgot again.